Saturday, 22 January 2005
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OMG it has been almost 8 months since i have seen my father. he has been in Iraq for what feels like a lifetime. he finally comes home tomorrow. I have mixed feelings about it. i am happy that he is back, i mean come on he is my father. But now what will happen? Will he be the same as he was whence he left? I am frightened on what i will arrouse out of him if i am to spark any memory of such conflicts he was apart of in Iraq. has my father turned into a typical Veitnam syndrome freak>? i hope to god not...Have i changed since he left? Have i become more responsible, more understanding, more mature even? ihope so. Will i be the same when he is back? im not sure each person that has a big part of my life affects me differently. Lately i have made my mom the father and the mother of my life since my real one was out there fighting the "good fight". I hope my life reveals to me that everything WILLN OT go back to how they were before, i didnt like things when he was here last...and i say that as in as a whole not him. My mom is different, she seems more focused and less paranoid, i feel less decieving and more prone to reaveal my thoughts openly. Have i evolved into an adult?> i do believe i have stepped up quite a bit since i was 16...now im 17 and a soon legal adult. Maybe now my level of comprehension has caught with my age.
~~Fear is the thought of whats goign to happen...stupidity/courage is doing whatever it is that must be done without even caring what goign to happen.~~
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hey w`sup?
nothin too much here,listenin to sugarcult..haha, i chilled at the west side like..all day, i didnt wanna come over cus it was ur dad's first time home in 9 months..so i didnt wanna inturrupt your guy's time together...u should go to my myspace.. <TABLE cellSpacing=0 cellPadding=1 align=center border=0> <TBODY> <TR vAlign=top> <TD bgColor=#6699cc> <TABLE cellSpacing=0 cellPadding=2 width="100%" border=0> <TBODY> <TR bgColor=#ffffff> <TD> http://profiles.myspace.com/users/12247365 <TR> <TD vAlign=top height=10>
u should get one too...n/e way, i guess i'll see ya tomorrow, mucho mahal
xoxo courtney
i love you. will see you in june at grad. dont say anything yet. it might be a surprise
i can soo understand how you feel. my dad went to Iraq during the summer for three months. when he got back & like we bitched at each other i thought "why didn`t you just stay there?" but then it was like "i`m glad you`re home. i missed you so fucking much" i heard from Courtney that they took away your car. that`s gotta suck.
you`re a freaking haterr at practice today. l0l i`m just messing. i`m glad i have people like you on the team to straighten out my "problem" i fuck up everything. thank you
see you at practice!
<3, K r i s t i n
hey my dad just left for iraq monday :(.
*cheers* for ur father and ur family
http://img150.exs.cx/img150/5678/desk85yv.jpgot don't worry. You'll be there in our hearts. Take care. if you have any questions email me at lovely_lullabys@yahoo.com. Thanks, Rena.
wazzup sexy...i mean...uhh...(deep voice) hi
newayz, jus checking up on ya. might be going to japan for a couple weeks at beggining of summer. dont have my hopes up but if it did happen, would be pretty sweet.
much luv; peace etc...